Thursday, March 10, 2011
Jelly Bean and Julia have been struggling for 2 days. I spent hours dropperfeeding them, holding them, laying on the couch with them. They did not gain any weight since they came nor did they lose weight. I tried so very hard but love alone cannot do it every time. This morning at 1:40 Julia was gone. Then at 6:30 am Jelly Bean was not great and at lunch time she was gone. But.......Jamieson has been gaining weight like crazy, is a big boy, healthy, solid and very busy. He will be spoiled rotten as I will be holding him a lot just so he doesn't feel lonely. My heart will heal.