Sad But Not Unexpected Update

     I had so truly hoped for another miracle like with Onyx.  Now I realize even more what a miracle he was and what a long shot that he survived.  Last night I fed the babies every 60 to 90 minutes.  It took a long time to get 1 mL of milk into them drop by drop.  I rubbed and rubbed them and made them poop.  The last feed was at 9 p.m. When I went to feed again at 10:15 all 3 were gone.  It was veyr much against the odds but I truly fought hard for them.